Over the past couple of weeks, I have had two ‘clearing’ sessions with an intuitive healer. At first I wasn’t sure what to expect, but the general idea is to remove the blocks that keep you from fulfilling your life’s purpose…those events from your past that you turn into beliefs about yourself. The healer found that most of my beliefs were related to family crap from my childhood. No big surprise there.
The day after the first session started off normal, but by midday I felt like I was catching a bug, maybe even the flu. I’m sure that was part of the cleansing process; my body was ridding itself of emotional toxic waste. By the second day I was feeling great, but had an ‘open’ feeling all morning. I knew that I needed to keep my mouth in check that day because I wasn’t sure what would come out. I felt good after this session; life was a bit lighter.
The second session was much like the first, focusing on those items we didn’t get to the first time. A couple of new items came up, but she was able to clear those as well. Again I felt like my body was purging the next day, but not as bad as the first time. I feel more confident today and more in control of my thoughts and plans.
It’s only been a few days since the second session, and a neat thing is beginning to happen. I’ve always been a bit intuitive, but started locking it away during my childhood (back to the family crap thing). It’s all starting to come back now, and rather strongly. Last night I was out in my backyard after dark, and I caught a glimpse of man standing by the patio. It was just a quick notice and he was gone…‘he’ being a spirit. As I stood there thinking about why he was there, I became fully aware that there was more than one spirit near me.
I could sense 10-12 spirits walking around my backyard. They were all near one side of the yard, and all facing the same direction. I don’t know why they were there, but I do know they were all headed to the same place. At first it was a bit creepy, but I didn’t freak out about it. It’s all a part of coming into the person I’m supposed to be, and receiving and accepting the gifts I was given for this lifetime. I will go back out there tonight and see if I have any more visitors. I wish I could communicate with them and find out who they are and why they are near me. Perhaps some day soon I will be able to do that.